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Monday, November 16, 2009
Friends?...

This is a response to Karen dongsaeng's post about friends....lols

I'm sorta on the same page as Karen about my friends in real life. I had this friend since pre-school but we're drifting away. She's my best friend. Don't think I should say best...so crossing that out. She's the type that if you know her for a long time she will know how to take advantage of you in ways. She's the type that criticizes you to bring herself up....I feel so disappointed when I'm with her along with another friend/person because she acts totally different. She's nicer and kinda what you say fake, well to me since she doesn't act that way around me. If she's not close to you she'll act all nice and stuff but after some time taking advantage happens...*sighs*.....I wish that she would treat me the way she treats her other friends. Maybe it's just a sign for me to let go?....move on and find other friends?....Since I moved I already made some friends but I started to shut down after I moved since I had this problem even when I was in the same school as her but now its getting wayyy worse. Maybe I shouldn't say that we are friends....She makes me feel bad all the time since she always finds ways to criticize me. After I moved I seem not to know her that much anymore. All I can say is that she changed. I wish that she would be how she was like a few years ago before I moved.

Maybe I should be moving on. But now friends to me....is....I don't know but I'm not letting them go real close to me anymore....Actually I didn't even let anyone that close but now not as close as I was with my best friend.....I just feel like my new friends I have are more close than how I am with her....I actually can be myself around them and not worry about criticism that leads to arguments. I know that life can't be perfect but why can't I have at least one person that can actually be my best friend that is actually like a actual best friend?.....-vents feelings out-......well at least I know that I'm not the only one out there. That makes me feel better....but not really.....I wonder what is the true definition of friends?

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